Consider me.

I have three minutes and ten million and a half only party coherent thoughts. I don’t know what to say to begin with, so the general idea is that I will just start writing and see what happens.

I don’t believe in fairytales or magic or even love sometimes. I believe in the power of determination and I do believe in miracles, except you have to make them yourself. There’s a million different ways to say hello, and two million ways to say goodbye. The problem is that goodbyes are a million times more painful. I know this.

My dog, Ringo, died this morning. I knew it was coming, I said goodby every night before I went to sleep, every morning before I went to school. I still wasn’t prepared for the utter amount of heartbreak that this event incurred. I’m not neven sure that I’m intact right now, but I’m trying my hardest just to be positive.

I’m half asleep and half dead. I looked up and I saw hell. Obviously I’ve lost all coherency that I once possessed, so now I’m going to finish up my blog with a quote.

“Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, and sorry I could not travel both.”

-Robert Frost, The road not taken.



About mylifeinheartbeats

Telea is an aspiring Musician who spends too much time aspiring to be a Writer who thinks she's a Comedian. There's not much more to know, except for everything. Telea has a tendency to not think before she speaks or acts. She enjoys chocolate, long walks on the beach, and talking about herself in the third person. She wants to get to know you, so please send her your Name, Address, and SSN. Telea promises that, though she has indeed committed one count of Lewd and Lascivious behavior (to be tried under a court of law), she is a good person and will not intentionally harm you/expose herself to you/hate you for your stupid perspectives/axe-murder you. Telea believes in the greater good, Nutella, peace, free love for all, and snuggles. She chooses Bacon over you, unless you come bearing bacon. She is a fat woman trapped inside a curvy woman's body. She is not for sale unless the price tag you put on her has something to do with world peace. She will sell herself for world peace. She hopes in the deepest of her heart places that you will enjoy her blog and find reason to follow it. Telea thanks you.

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